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The Darkness in the Springtime

Journal Entry: Wed Mar 26, 2008, 4:38 AM
  • Mood: Longing
  • Listening to: Nothingness
  • Reading: Fool's Errand, by Robin Hobb
  • Watching: The days grow
  • Playing: Another day in my life
For many the Spring is the time in which they relish, they long for it all winter long. For others Spring is not such a bright pretty, fanciful time. Often times, with the Spring season, comes a myriad of extreme weather changes, people getting sick, the days getting longer, and many lives are tossed and jostled quite a bit.

Now, I admit I am one of those people who are quite content in the heart of winter. I enjoy the short days, which in turn give me more time at home, in my bed with something warm to drink and a nice book in my hand. When the cold, crisp air is blanketing your home, it heightens the sence of being cut off from the world in your own little person universe. You don't want to leave for having to get dressed so thoroughly, only to still lose the wonderful bit of warmth that keeps you so close to the edge of bliss. Sleeping in as though you are sharing a season of hybernation with a grizzly, you never really seem to wake up all the way. That season seems to keep the unpleasantries of the world at bay. But when the Springtime comes and lifts that security blanet, it all comes rushing back.

In the Springtime, I feel the weight of the world once again begin its climb upon my shoulders. A strong desire for freedom and reclusion come knocking at the door of my soul. I simply want to withdraw back into my comfortable lifestyle that only the colder seasons can provide. As depression raises its tortuous head this season...I look back and simply sigh. I know the beauty of this season will once again be there to carry me through the chaotic weather and the unforgiving pressure from all the expectations that continuously weight me down.

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  • Current Age: Older than the mountains, yet younger than the sun.
  • Current Residence: Land of Dreams that lies just beyond the reach of consciencness.
  • Interests: Learning to Fly, Loving my Woman as much as she deserves!
  • Favourite genre of music: That which flows through my head...
  • Favourite artist: My Creator
  • Favourite poet or writer: Robert Jordan(writer), LittlelotteTJDL (Writer and Poet)
  • Favourite photographer: LittleLottleTJDL
  • Operating System: XP
  • Favourite gaming platform: PC/PS2
  • Personal Quote: "I am who I am, but not what I was or who I will be!"
  • Tools of the Trade: A morbid sence of humor and a love of unimaginable depths...littlelotte :-*

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*AsylumWitch:iconAsylumWitch: 1 day 13 hours ago Mood: Joy
Thanks so much for the :+fav: of "Mystic Hideaway"!! :blowkiss:

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*hippogriffon:iconhippogriffon: 3 days 23 hours ago
Thank you for adding my work into your favourites :)

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~LittleLotteTJDL:iconLittleLotteTJDL: 6 days 1 hour ago
THANKS for the :+fav:s!!!! :D :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart:

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~LittleLotteTJDL:iconLittleLotteTJDL: Mar 26, 2008, 4:59:13 AM
Thanks for all the :+fav:s, sweetums! :D

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~marshmallowfangirls:iconmarshmallowfangirls: Feb 19, 2008, 2:22:44 PM
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~LittleLotteTJDL:iconLittleLotteTJDL: Jan 27, 2008, 9:34:29 AM
:heart: Thanks for the :+fav:, love! :flirty:

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=Scarlett1313:iconScarlett1313: Nov 22, 2007, 9:55:25 PM
Many thanks again!

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=mmebuterfly:iconmmebuterfly: Nov 22, 2007, 6:26:19 PM
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=Scarlett1313:iconScarlett1313: Nov 19, 2007, 11:23:59 AM
Heya there! Thanks so much for your recent support.

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=FaTTzZO:iconFaTTzZO: Nov 9, 2007, 1:19:25 PM
thx for all the support!! :) i really appreciate it.
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~NerthusBlueStar:iconNerthusBlueStar: Oct 20, 2007, 6:32:42 PM
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~LittleLotteTJDL:iconLittleLotteTJDL: Oct 19, 2007, 6:21:17 AM
And thanks for all the :+fav:s!!! :D

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~LittleLotteTJDL:iconLittleLotteTJDL: Oct 18, 2007, 5:04:19 AM
:heart: I love you!!! :love:

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=brokenangel:iconbrokenangel: Oct 14, 2007, 7:00:29 AM
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~houk:iconhouk: Oct 13, 2007, 11:55:48 AM
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=Scarlett1313:iconScarlett1313: Oct 13, 2007, 10:07:44 AM
:hug: Thanks for all of your amazing support hun!

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=Scarlett1313:iconScarlett1313: Oct 7, 2007, 10:36:35 AM
Thanks so very much!

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~LittleLotteTJDL:iconLittleLotteTJDL: Sep 18, 2007, 11:37:04 AM
:love: Thanks for the :+fav:s, lovie!!! :heart:

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*marksda1:iconmarksda1: Sep 3, 2007, 9:59:58 AM Mood: Joy
Thanks for your :+fav: on [link]

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=Scarlett1313:iconScarlett1313: Aug 23, 2007, 10:52:07 PM
Thank you for the :+fav: hun!

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=Scarlett1313:iconScarlett1313: Aug 21, 2007, 9:47:39 PM
Thanks so much my friend! :)

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